So I'm 5'9"ish 135 pounds soaked with kinda long brown hair brown eyes with a mustache and goattee I do have some chest hair but I keep it trimmed and the rest I shave bare. Im looking for someone that's ok with taking a bit a few times first before meeting up in person kinda I'm just really nervous at first is all that and I've never really met up with anyone from here ir any other site like this before either which makes new even more nervous in a way so please no rushy ir pushyness or anything like that to just meet up right away first time we talk please. I'm looking for an older honest some what heavier set sort of guy that lives on his own and can host that's down on his luck in the sex world and has been for awhile now too just like i am and have been myself now. ive only ever been with one guy so far and was bottom for him and loved it even though it didnt last long and left me hanging in so many ways. im kinda looking for a bit of a kinkier guy too in a few ways as well. I like to be submissive with men. i like to be told wut to do and how to do it in a sort of way. nothing crazy or painfull or dangerous though... I like the though of a long thick cock or just a nice thick cock or whichever that can shoot a really big load deep inside me or all over on me. im into older men. im into toy play and love to be streached and gapped and stuffed and have a fantasy of bein stuffed full of two cocks at once along with the fantasy of havin sex with an older black guy. i really wanna try bareback for once and maybe even see what its like to feel my first ever bareback creampie even..i love to leave it up to the guy as to where he wants to shoot his load i mean it is his after all so he should be able to do wut he wants with it and shoot it where he really wants to right. lately ive kinda been curious about what it might be like to be a top for once instead and really kind want to try it and see what its like at least once just not to sure if i want it to be with an older or younger guy yet guess it dont matter either way they are both a good fantasy

My Ideal Person older non rushy and pushy guy that lives alone and wants to play and shoot lots of cumm in and on me when ever he can and wants to.. one that will take his time teaching me anything he can and wants to and learning from me as well as taking his time making love to me and appreciating me and being in me with me just as much as hes using me and taking advantage of me for his personal fun toy.. to a point that is.. and orgasms instead of his hand or sock or whatever else fake toy he could be using instead lol